How are you? I have nothing left to give you. You have taken each breath, memory, and tear I have to offer; and you have destroyed it.
Dear Agony, What do you want? You have taken everything! I am nothing now, all thanks to you. So please, leave me alone for once in my life. I don't want any more. I don't want anything.
Dear Agony, You aren't leaving, are you? You're going to stay with me until my dying breath. You are going to haunt me long after, too. Fine. Okay. Do whatever you want, I'm too numb to care now anyway. Just another thing you've stolen from me.
Dear Agony, Will you please end it all? You are the only thing that has stayed by my side, Granted, I didn't want you. And I still don't want you. But I'm stuck with you, so could you help me, just this once? Take away all that makes me, me. I don't want to be me right now.
Dear Agony, Why? Why is it that the only things you've left me are hate, anger, and self-loathing? Why do I have to suffer because of you? Why do I have to hurt those around me because- I. Can't. Be. Rid. Of. YOU YOU are the problem. YOU. Not me... Please...God, don't let the problem be me.