You still feel warm in my embrace, like you always do. Your scent still comforts me, like it always has. You are still soft to touch like all these years before. I am still afraid to lose you like when you nearly passed.
Yet I knew this wouldn't last forever, however much I try to deny that there is this thing called mortality. I know one day I'll have to say goodbye, I just don't think I'll ever be ready. And though you're still here right now, I already started grieving your loss, which neither of us deserves as we still have plenty roads to cross.
So I'll do my best and honor your continued presence, spoil you with tasty treats and your favourite toys, and create more memories of you for me to cherish.