My derelict soul rolls west, to under the Benton Street Bridge. The bridge is strange and lonely and changed, with Steve and Scott dead. Both of them died on the railroad tracks. The ducks are still there, under the Benton Street Bridge. A feral calico cat stalks them with death and hunger in her eyes. The river's up. Fish jump where me and Carl used to sit and sing old Motown songs. I'm in the nut ward for the umpteenth time. ***** induced madness. Pensive about life; bereft of hope, I wonder: Am I just a lost duck? Maybe I'll ask that slender cat.