1,2,3
I count to 3 and swallow all of them
I got no letter because I have my head filled up with nothing
Nothing else that this is my last night
My breath is slow and silence as a man haunting
I know my family hoped this day would never come
My heart beat is slowing down
My toes and fingers starts feeling numb
I’m sorry mother and dad
But if you understood the real reason
You would be glad
The internet says 20 would be enough
So I took 25
So maybe I won’t disappoint anyone