I wish I were a tree, to be able to stand tall, to be strong yet flexible, and go with the flow of the wind. To be rooted in the earth, but reach for the sky and hold it in my arms.
I wish I were a tree. One to roll with the punches, embrace the changes. To be broken and stand back up. To heal my scars and grow stronger from the pain.
I wish I were a tree that could brave the storm. To look it in the eye and tell it I would survive. Then take on its wrath and wait for it to clear, emerging victorious.
I wish I were a tree that could gaze down from above. Observing life as a part of its majesty. To give something back. To have a purpose and be worth something.
I wish I were a tree. To make my mark in time. To be a symbol of strength. To inspire life in others. Giving to them shade, protection from above.
I wish I were a tree, not a fragile human being That gets hurt and cannot stand. That will never reach the stars and cry from fear of the thunder of the impending storm. Who will never have a purpose or amount to anything.
A person like me who gets trampled by change and crushed by expectations can only have a dream they can never reach. Who is broken and remains that way.
A fickle entity existing in a breath of time, causing harm to those around me, and counting my unhealed wounds. Solving problems of the past. Weak in the presence of power. One to get lost in the storm and never return.
How I wish I were a tree, but Iām just a human being.