Don‘t do this please oh won’t somebody ******* stop me,
I’m ruining  my life and I’m leading double lives  cheater!
Don’t want to lose  you  cause you mean the world to me,
Look at  my lying  mouth  why is distance so ******* far?
Is this just a  simulation and are we just in my head what,
What do you want from me  or  what do I want from me?
Nobody loves you because  you  can’t even love yourself,
But you’re so addicted to that wanted feeling you need it.

Is she just a joke to you and are you going to ******* hurt her too,
There’s nobody else in the entire world that you can shove this on.
No buddy this is all on you yes this is all on you  no  it’s all on me,
I am the lie and you’re the one lying I’m so disgusted with myself.
Should  stop this  drop  the  phone  you love someone stupid ****,
Just  stop this ****  drop the  phone  and drop  your lies it’s stupid.
Don’t want to lose you and to hurt  you  but  I think I’m bound to,
I‘m such a mess why do you love me I’m such a wreck ****!!!!!!!!!!

Leave me behind I’m sofuckingusless and I’m sofuckingworthless,
I’m just a sad excuse of a human-being you don’t want to love me.
Loving me is a curse because  I can‘t  accept it Ihatemyselfsomuch,
I thought that maybe someone  could ******* save me was wrong.
Think I’m the only one that can truly save  myself thing is though,
Just don’t know how to do it though how  to ******* save  myself.  
But I don’t think you can help me so you should  leave  me  alone,
Probably it’s best if you just shut of  your  emotions  self  destruct!