why does this feel
wrong?
its not even wrong really,
just odd,
different.
like something has been
broken
almost like we're acting,
but i'm not.
are you?
why do i feel distant?
like there's fog, or a thin wall.
has it always been there?
its feels like i'm choking.
my eyes are dry
but they ache for tears
my stomach aches
for something
i'm not sure.
i think
i'm may be going crazy.
i know you don't need this
not now.
i'm supposed to be here for you now.
but i can't help feeling
like something is off.
i just really hope it isn't me.