I don’t know if I’m really losing weight Or if my self image has just become Even more distorted Collarbones Ribs More pronounced Stick out Thighs Arms Shrink But is it all in my head? Do I just perceive myself as smaller? trying so hard Not to take up space I could live under my bedroom floorboards And still have room For you?
My eating has felt normal but how could I remember I don’t sleep Did I even eat more than 1 meal today? Yes. Or was that yesterday?