And you ask me why I have cared for so very long.. why I love you the way that I do-- down on the floor, (arms raised like a little child) asking me to hold you. <3
And late at night, fully spent from the amount of work that it takes just, to survive another day, trying. crying on the edge of the bed, (arms raised like a little child)
wanting me to help you put those warm, flannel-jammies on.
When your heart barely beats anymore its own life-giving pulse, and your lungs are no longer able to find air You turn towards me, and ask me to breathe in to you--
arms raised..
like a beautiful, little child.
"I quit talking again but I know you're still listening to see if I sleep, or I pierce my skin--
Needles, to the worn out rags the folds in my arms, the sickening black And I haven't been taking my meds so lock all the cabinets, and send me to bed
Cause I know you're still worried, I'm gonna get scared cause I'm alone again, and I don't like the things I see" https://youtu.be/JxTjko70fBg