Struggle awake, restless eyes. Arms begin to shake, fix on my disguise. Walk beneath my toes, legs attempt to fall. Tired of thinking If anyone really knows, giving up on it all. Talk though half spoken words, treat your ears to all my lies. Seems as if everyone is sharpening their swords, even still laughter flies. Exhausted from being, wanting to fade away. Questioning what I'm feeling, before what I'm feeling sways. Engulfed by my bed, left to be forgotten. Except for the voices in my head, because in the inside I'm rotten. Close my eyes for the final time, my tune has chimed for my sleepless eternity