i need to be held by you tonight,
to assure myself that we're going to be alright.
i try so hard not to let my insecurities win,
but when they do i start to cave in.
i trust you enough to know how much you love and care,
but i'm so scared that one day all the good that we have will thin and ware.
and that you and i will be left with nothing except heartbreak,
and for myself a routine of the normalcy of you that i'll have to break.