When you see someone you love slowly fade away, a little part of you dies. Watching their laughing eyes turn red filled with tears and hatred towards themself.
You know you're an outsider to their pain and feel you can't do anything to help. Every time you try they respond with "I'm fine" and shut you out with a face hot with shame.
Hopeless and helpless they lie to your face whilst crying in your arms before saying they're "ok"
depressed...
...tired... They think they're worthless and cut themselves to release some of the anxiety Their blood staining your clothes as you watch from the sidelines
It doesn't hit you until...
...it's too late...
...they're gone...
So lend them a hand, embrace them in your arms, comfort their tears, tell them you understand, and tell them they're not "fine", that it's ok to be sad, and you'll always be there to keep up their smile. You may be an outsider to their pain, so break down the wall and let yourself in.
We all get sad sometimes. But seeing others depressed makes me feel even worse, especially when I know I can do something.