some days he is the sun,
at times he is the darkness
as much as i tried to love him,
his entire being was tarnished

i have so much love for him,
but i didn’t know whether to believe
that it was him who captured my heart,
or the versions of him i conceived

i offered him the world,
he gifted me the wheel of fortune
said that fate was the ultimate test
but i had already driven myself to exhaustion

my love, i flew too close to the sun
and then the darkness encapsulated me
maybe deep down, you loved me too
but i deserve to be free