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Lydeen
Poems
Dec 2019
EDNOS
Curves melting away
Numbers dropping
An obsessive measurement of worth
One food at a time
Or
Consider mixing it all together
Counting bites
Counting grains, kernels, seeds
Counting times chewed
26 waist
32 hip
5 wrist
11 neck
7 forearm
30 ribcage
17.8 bmi
16.3 body fat
98 lbs
Obsessively memorizing
Remeasuring
Plugging in numbers
Worrying if you look sick
Collar bones too defined
Hip bones jutting out just too much
Getting scared
Binging
Purging
Feeling deliciously empty
Thinking clearly
Everything fuzzy at the edge
It ain't a ******* joke
#anorexia
#bulimia
#ednos
#eatingdisorder
#disordered
#depression
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Lydeen
17/Cis/left behind
(17/Cis/left behind)
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