I’m on fire. It burns. Hotter than magma, Colder than dry ice.
The flames Blue in nature, Spread from my arms To my torso. My body is further enveloped In the liberating burn
Transcending all realms Of known human sense, I burn further and further On. As the fire spreads, Farther and farther Around my blistering body.
My brain is finally hit With the blue burning bliss. A brilliant sight is seen, A brilliant pain is felt. I am fully enveloped, And my room is now alight.
When I once again come around to sanity, I will notice my wrists, Leaking my blue flame.
But it’s really just red water, Giving me a release from the pain.
I’m out of this now, but this was one of my experiences with self harm. I just lost it one day and imagined the pain flowing around me like i was on fire... I’m ashamed now to say I enjoyed every second of that deluded flaming feeling.