My dear, I have been urging to write this well after our quarrel it took a while, after my ego and mind had a battle if you don't mind and have some time to spare allow me to apologize and admit that I was unfair I never bothered to wipe your flooding tears or even to your worries lend my ears my sympathy and care I held tight while I let your misery take a bite at your heart that was weathering already that you found solace in another's company I see that you are crowned with blissful joy with more sincerity than when you were my toy if it was regret to evoke within, you truly succeed cause whenever you laugh, my heart bleeds indeed but I need to face reality, you are now gone I miss you and that's what I have to live with from now on
Well this took a brighter tone than expected. I intended to crystallize "the death of a loved one" but this is more accessible I guess....