******* for everything you said to me all the dreams you told me all the lies you fed me disguised as caring i knew from the beginning who you were but i refused to see it i refused to see the flashing red lights and the blaring sirens now the only lights i see are the ones on the ambulance the sires pulsing in my ears the medics screaming for me to hold on i am slipping in and out of consciousness and you don't even care *******
I let myself trust a guy that seemed perfect. But he ended up leaving. He said I drank too much and didn't care about school. Then he said I wasn't spiritual enough for him. The sad thing is, I drink on the weekends with my friends. That's it. And as a Christian to another Christian, you should want to grow with me, not want me at a certain level. That isn't Christianity.