Lights out
In the dark of the night
my minds aimlessly racing again
directionless,
is this life or fate
am I just playing catch up in this race.

I'm lost in this twisted void
this sorrowed space between us
cuts and flays like a knife
holding on a silhouette of you, screaming at memories
i crave touching your smiling face

Emotions lost and decayed
i fall to my knees
crying in tandem
with the demons in side of me
shedding our tears, opening  up
black holes of sorrow
like it's falling from outer space

i'm failing to understand these confused feelings
emotions spinning in a clouded haze
I cant accept that you gone
you left, missing like my soul
now  i'm deceased inside
my minds left in a crazed daze.

diseased,
with this virus you left in me
poisoning my heart, equally my shadow
this pain reaching bottomless deep
it reached my souls core
ripping frantically at my chest
this hurt unbearable
i do not ever think,i will ever be free.