I blame you for what you did
But I don't judge you I love you still
It doesn't matter now does it?
You're safe in his arms while I'm here stuck

Took the light with you when you left
I never saw it coming would have prepared
Now all day long my eyes are red
There's a dam in my eyes that's about  to burst

I was ready to do whatever for you whenever
Would have gone anywhere with you wherever
You destroyed me when you said you were head over
Must have been as blind as a bat that you couldn't see that I was hurt

Seated by my side asking me if he was good for you
Didn't want to seem like a bad guy so I had to feign happy for you
Now i can't stop cursing myself because I was a ****** fool
I thought we had a thing but no there was never an us

Your words cut deeper than a knife
Seeing you with him used to be death in paradise
Note the tense for I made it out alive
I wish you the happily ever after that you want

It's all over now and i admit i got too close
I'll be fine, I just overdosed on the wrong dose
Thanks for being a part of my story even though I never chose
I'll just keep holding on the thought that the sun will be bring me love when the morning comes