45 days have past since I have written last Not that I haven’t tried but I couldn’t find the words to Until tonight that is because something just isn’t right You were supposed to arrive at nine but it’s midnight and …nothing Are you okay since you’ve been away I know it’s probably fine and just paranoia on my mind …but what if it’s not I feel helpless as time goes on and you’re still gone Honey are you ok? Please be ok.