I love her truly I helped her with all my heart I forgave her with all my soul I let her chose what she wanted And how all shall be I was not in heyr heart So I let her be free I wish I was wrong butl The feeling grows each moment That all I did and all I trIed I just end up loosing my future The days count down 3,2,1 and than its done for my future Why I did lil wrong Why take what lil I have left Just to hurt my heart and rip Lil man and my self apart after all We done and forgave for last 10 mths Why have me locked up as it harms all our hearts in some way Effects all our life's in some way And gets us In more deeper and to deep for me to save my future Is that what is wAnted of me and what u think I deserve