take care to never confuse magic and illusions in your mind...
you only call it a lowly 'illusion' when someone else is fooling you
but it's always ever been 'magic' when you're the one robbing yourself blind.
'tis weird right? like we can grow into the disillusionment from smokes and mirrors but still call it magic as if a mystical lexical escapism from the bittersweet fact that it's also called trickery.