She carries this lethal weight on her shoulders and carries on through the day. Nobody sees the mountains that rise above her head and almost crushes her with every step. Her eyes have dried up She doesn't contain anymore liquid except when she runs to the corner store and loads up on her fuel again. She doesn't seem too notice the weight when she's floating above the dance floor on a friday night. Its only when she awakes the burdens come crashing down Its only when she awakes the facade wears off Its only when she has woken that she wants to sleep forever.