I can feel myself fading away I've never been something special But it's like I'm turning grey while the whole world is full of color It's like I'm being pushed off It's weird to explain But I just feel like I am nothing Like I can dissappear in a second and no one will notice I want to end it myself before life does it for me I'm so scared of living The few years I had on this earth were **** to say the least I'm nothing special I'm nothing