How could anything get in the way
Get in the way of this mystery
The mystery relationship
The mystery relationship that I had no clue of
I had no clue because I was not present
I was not present and even awake
How could this relationship be real
Being real would mean that I was happy
Was I ever happy
Was I ever present
Was I even alive
Not sure
Not sure
I wonder.....

Brian Hill - 2019 # 181