I am in so much pain I need somebody to **** me I've tried and failed many times They took my pills and noose away I'm hurting so bad Help me Help me I can't bare it any longer It feels like I'm being torn apart from the inside out I can't help it **** me please I need to rest I just need a moment without the mental pain It never stops it really never stops and I can't bare it anymore I can't live like this any longer Help me The demons are too big They are killing me inside They don't see how sick I am They never see it They trust me to be alone but I can't be alone because I will end my suffering on my own I need to stop this pain It's killing me Help Caer Caer Caer Caer Help me it's killing me I feel so alone I am so alone right now I can't feel like this any longer **** me please Please please please end my suffering Before it's too late and they take the full control