I am not where
I want to be
Neither am I where
I used to be
But in the process of getting to where
God has destined for me

Sometimes I feel like leaving this world
And be at where the trashes are hurled
Sometimes I want to commit suicide
And I know it can't be denied
Then I realize it's better to accept what I see
Than to strive for what may not be

I may not be the best
Among the rest
I am always known
To be alone
I know it's part of God's plan
To lift the ban