at first, I am a block of stone and you are a chisel carving pieces of me away and then you are a diamond drill and then I am polished mounted wheeled out of the room covered in stone dust and into the liquid darkness of a hallway and ten arched windows pass me by for the very first time I can see the sky
I’m in the middle of the room with a nameplate on a stand beside me - did I have a name before? I’m just me and there’s more of me all around me standing sitting eyes reaching… quiet. The doors open and the footsteps arrive I hear water outside and see out the windows at the end of the hall and sometimes if I’m lucky they open them and I feel a breeze on the side of my face but the funny part is - the best time of day is when they close all the doors and it’s just me and the janitor who’s mopping the floors
in case you were wondering why I’m not there anymore in the middle of the room in plain view on my pedestal they took me down too dated or too worn or just not new wrapped me in canvas and put me in the back of a storeroom where for the first time I experienced damp, and cold and I learned that it was a bad thing to be old
but then I was worn enough to be disposable and they put me in the park I’m by the fountain - come and find me there’s no barriers and no nameplate telling you what to see and yes, the wind blows and I’m a little more exposed but I’m free
I was going to explain my feelings behind this poem, but if I wrote it well enough then you'll feel them - and explaining is cheating anyway.