All I write are empty pages filled with words Trying to let out demons I locked in To convey that I'm not okay I'm broken inside Nothing helps I'm alone I'm dying Drowning Nothing helps I can't stop the pain anymore Peace is just the time between waves of pain Everything that is good that steps into my life Gets taken away from me Pushed out the door So I'm sorry I'm sorry For being alone For dying For drowning In thoughts not my own I'm broken Please leave me alone You don't want to see me like this You don't Please go please...
//On life//
It's been a hard three years. I've lost everything I care for. So I apologize for not wanting to be alive anymore.