I am sorry for leaving so soon, but I could not see past the blues. My feelings were heavy and thoughts so unsteady. I didn’t know what to do.
So here I was, with a blade in my hand. I shook my head as I made the first cut. As the blood dripped, I could not resist. I dropped the blade and lied in pain. I closed my eyes and whispered goodbye.
Please know this was not your fault. I could not battle the demons any longer. I hope you know that I loved you dearly. Now I am at rest, and I hope you all get the best.
Farewell, little ones. I hope to see you once again.
Right now, I am hypomanic. I needed a place to release these dark thoughts. Thank you for reading, and I hope we get better.