its been a month funny how time flies it seems only yesterday you were there laughing smiling holding my hand singing along to showtunes in the car we were happier than we had ever been i shouldve known it would end life has a hard-on for ******* me over ruining all the good in my life . . . whyd it happen to you of all people . . . we had a lot of plans college together an apartment in the city maybe getting married adopting a kid or two spending another thirteen years as best friends and then some but those plans never work out do they? . . . i dont know how ill move on . . . i listened to the cd the karaoke we did at the arcade two years ago livin on a prayer we were fifteen freshman in high school even when youre scream-singing you have an amazing voice had you had an amazing voice i envy the angels who hear you singing now save a song for me . . . i hope this finds you wherever you are i figured polaris would help . . . you are my home always have been always will be . . . farewell . . . ill see you soon