May 2019
Not yet,
my delicate soul
trapped in chaos
darkness and silence
I keep came back
to the same chapter
over & over again
Help me
to run away
from these
crossroad of destiny card
Freedom
Joy
Peace
where can I find it
Lead me
o angel, my guard
my Father sent
under the bright blue sky
where the ocean meets the stones
inject me with holy ghost
with a slight panic
I will find
comfort in chaos
not knowing exactly what I will get.
unpleasant
yet comforting & exciting
my delicate soul
trapped in chaos
darkness and silence
I keep came back
to the same chapter
over & over again
Help me
to run away
from these
crossroad of destiny card
Freedom
Joy
Peace
where can I find it
Lead me
o angel, my guard
my Father sent
under the bright blue sky
where the ocean meets the stones
inject me with holy ghost
with a slight panic
I will find
comfort in chaos
not knowing exactly what I will get.
unpleasant
yet comforting & exciting
300519 | 15:23 PM di ujung laut panti semawang sanur, anginnya kenceng bnget, matahari cerah menembus kacamata hitamku, anginnya jernih biru muda dan hijau toska kalem, bisa kelihatan pasir yang teraduk-aduk dan beberapa rumput laut kering yang terbawa ombak, aku dikelilingi banyak kapal parkir. Monolog by Pamungkas on repeat. Sedang menikmati sakitnya, hubungan yang terurai. Aku terus bertanya, meskipun kelakuannya buruk, kenapa belum juga lukaku sembuh. Bersyukur atas cantiknya laut pada Bapa.
