I haven't written in a while because I've been feeling lost
Like everything I do, say, or feel comes at a cost.
I wanted to take time away and heal
But that just made the pain and the hurt feel real


I haven't written in a while because I thought I was in love for a while
Wanted to focus my attention on that turns out he wasn't even mine.

I haven't written in a while but I hope it won't be like that no more
Because I'm back and my energy is times four.