I'm down
Down
Down
Again again

I'm so sick of this
I'm empty
Except for the pain
Running amidst

Panic attacks
Panic panic panic
Drained
Drained

I don't even have words
It's all the same
I'm hopeless
I'm hurt

Nothing will ever work
It doesn't get better
I'm only getting worse
Life is a fake flirt

Whistling whistling
Hope and love
Never letting me
Touch
The
Pleasant
Colors

I may only dream
But my dreams have become
Nothing but twisted
Trash and ****

They all say I'm.wrong
That I do belong
That someone will love me
I've waited and tried so long

I'm more alone then ever
Maybe I'm meant to be this way
Crying and swaying in pain
Every ******* day

There's no beauty to this
This song has no meaning
Not a good start
Nor ending

A true symphony
To my life
It began empty


And nothings changed