i'm not in love. and it *****.
once you have it, it's so hard to have no feeling.

it's an addictive feeling and i want it so bad.
but i am afraid to let myself again.
is it worth it?
that feeling for a week followed by 6 months of pain?
honesty yes.

it is the best feeling in the world and i just have to wait for a while,
till love feels it's the right time.