I feel like I’m in the eye of the storm, Im so calm yet chaos surrounds me, What do I do, Do I try or do I give up, Cause sometimes when it comes to expectations you can never live up, Ive never been insecure, You bring my greatest fears to life, To think I wanted you to be my wife, I want to trust you but you make it so hard, I want to love you but would it be best for me to love you from a far ? You left a permanent scar on my heart, You know the same one that you ripped apart, And now you want to try ? Why ? Sometimes I think you get enjoyment when I cry, Thing is if I was with someone else I would be treated better, Im tired of putting aside my pride, I just wish you’d just play my side, I really hope this doesn’t end up in a fight, Because all I want is for you to act right.