Pacing back and forth Worrying what you think Of your little girl But the truth is I'm not that little anymore
13, going on 14 Weeks away I promise you I won't take myself away
Even though I want to So badly I'll stick around A bit longer I'll fight For the sake of fighting Not for me But for everybody So let me be...
LET ME BE!
Crying my eyes out Screaming the cry of the lonely; "Leave me alone!" But that Is another way of saying; "Show me that you care enough to stay with me.."
Take my hand Lift me up Where the demons can't get me Hiding in the marrow of my bones
I'm holding on.. I'm right here... But what does that matter When they only see you When you mess up?
More reasons to leave Than to stay Just give me a reason. One good reason why I should listen To the "good things" about me?
I am a tainted soul A demon in the skin of a child Wanting so badly for things to be okay Better than just "okay" To be happy...
But how When everything around you Leaves you, Dies, Hates you, Despises you, Doesn't know your name But you know so much about them?
There is no good reason Not for me But for some reason A purpose I have yet to classify I remain.
I will For as long as it takes Until I've finally given up Reached my breaking point The last breaking point When, finally, I have no will at all All is empty Not a false reason Nothing Void of all humanity To the point where I am but a corpse A shell of a person I used to know well...