There are some days that are better than others. There are some days that hurt. Some that heal. Some that rip you apart from the inside out. Some that feel like nothing could sour your feelings but it’s all lies. Indifference is a blessing. Ignorance is a curse. Knowledge isn’t power, it just makes you feel worse. Being too depressed, too suicidal, too manic to function is draining in the worst way. Sometimes you just want to be happy but that isn’t always the case. Sometimes you just want to cry your heart out but it’s just a waste. Sometimes you want to live and survive; sometimes you want to die and end it all. Living for something or living for nothing matters not. It’s the functionality, the purpose you serve to yourself that does. This too shall pass but alas, in its fleeting moments it is almost unbearable. “Maybe,” you say, it’s but a whisper. You know that you’ll be okay someday; just not today. Let’s try again tomorrow.