Not feeling feeling Cut myself out from the box of pain Coasting through Fixating ***** it up Just getting by Taking a moment with the sky Saying hi Itβs cool to be here Visualizing what I desire I want more I want so much more Than what we had together Taking risks to risk it All or nothing business We only get this moment once Embrace each one Even pain has purpose The beauty that comes from it explains its worthiness sadness should transpire into art Utilize it As long as we are living Truly living I promise to pen these bubbling words And paint pain To the end