I feel so alone right now I look through my empty eyes Just clinging to anything, anyone I'm so tired, the pull is getting stronger Sleep is useless, I dream no more
I'm being pulled into The Black Hole I can feel that familiar emptiness It's here, I don't want to fight anymore I can feel It surrounding me
I'm inside looking out at life Do I want to give up my life Should I call out to others for help Can I reach out with my hands
Maybe I'm too deep by now Maybe I'll turn away and just fall Do I really believe anyone cares I can't decide, it's too much
I can see people I used to call friends Maybe if I jump, I can grab the edge Then I call out to anyone at this time You heard my cry and turned to me
You reached out your loving hands You took hold of mine, I felt different The Black Hole didn't want me to go I wrapped my hands around yours
You pulled, It pulled back with force I was starting back up to the light I looked up into your pools of life I could see unrequited love there to
My heart and soul were overflowing I could feel the grip of The Black Hole This time, I chose to fight for my life You pulled and I kicked free
At first, I felt very vulnerable You wrapped me in Your arms There are no words but I hear you I feel and hear you in my soul
My depression blinded me from You I was so wracked with my own issues I forgot to look for a reason to pray I forgot Your promise to all of us
Your promise to always walk with us Your promise to always listen to us Your promise to always care for us All we need to do is to be humble and Pray and You will forever be there
When you feel like you have no one When you feel like your life has let you Down and you can see It coming Turn away, clear your thoughts Humble yourself, get down on your Knees and pray
If we don't ask for what we need With your voice, God loves to hear us He can't help unless you give your Whole heart and soul and trust Him
He has promised to help us fulfill our Lives when you believe in Him Jesus Christ is our only way to eternal Life, to be with God and your family
Jesus Christ pulled me from my Black Hole, my life is not perfect, I still live With problems in my normal life The difference is I added Jesus Christ And God I Believe I have Faith
Written by Julia L Carlson Vogel Please do not copy and pass as your work. @Copyright Julia L Carlson Vogel
This is my story about my Black Hole of Depression and how I had help to get out. My divine intervention.