I awake , with pounding in my chest. I'm shaking , it's cold , I can't breath. Oh , it's the morning. Getting up was always the worst Taking a hot shower is what I do first. Alone again, as water Cascades down the wall. Never hot enough to melt my troubles after all. Uniform and mask for the day . Really nothing more to say. I see faces , in the most unfamiliar places. But I guess I'm always doing ok . I lay down , and prepare for tomorrows way.