I am damaged and certain.  Given up hope.
Life after is muted.
Never saw it coming.
The floodgates of pain come crashing in, I am unimportant and deserted. Left in this Hell.
Soft lips delivered the fatal blow.
All my love, for nothing
My fragile heart is shattered.
Sky is gray, cold is the world.

Strangers we now are
So far away from the sand and the glass.
That summer seems so long ago,
I wonder is it wasn’t but a dream.
That warm death sky is painted in my mind, the brilliance fading.  
Like your aroma that haunts me.
It must have been real, it must have mattered, if only for a moment.