Tonight We wrapped ourselves in the heaviest sheets we could find I think the universe decided this would be the longest night of December I reached for the hot mug of chocolate on the table to warm my hands But you were quick to hold them in yours If only, if only we were that quick We could have spotted Loose hugs and cold smiles Turns of heads and many sighs The bits of signs that could have told us the house is on fire We didn't We weren't I pulled in closer and you still laugh at the high-pitched sounds I make when I shiver I'm sorry Back then, I would have fought for this We both know we've lost all the ways to save us The night sky is now a list of the fights we lost, the fights we gave up on, the fights we were never brave enough to take Like the chance for tomorrow But tomorrow, you will find someone else Like how you look for a new game when the plot becomes too familiar I will be looking back at you Looking at another A glance reminding me of when you first met her I guess all the fights we lost were all the fights I fought alone You always find someone else tomorrow Who maybe won't kiss your shoulders when you're nervous or afraid Maybe you won't be pointing out each other's grammar and math mistakes But I know you'll hold her tighter And sing to her all the words I've been waiting for And I hope this time it's right I hope her smile will be all the sunlight you need when life feels like all the monsters came out of the sea And you, you'll be her meteor shower of random kisses and funny faces She never thought she needed But tomorrow, if you're not ready If you hear my voice echo when the wolf cries to the moon Or if you feel my touch from the cold breeze passing through the only windows left open Remember we have loved with all that we are Even with the pieces we still don't know where to place I have loved you with a magnitude greater than that of gravity but I won't pull you back anymore So you could first pick up the shards of glass on our squeaky floor I will leave the first-aid kit in the same space Watch the hands of the clock until it points to Okay. Ready. You will have to unlock the door alone and realize that this is Tomorrow, when we'll be strolling in different sidewalks, different cities Will we ever find ourselves retracing the way back and looking for the blankets from this December night? Will we still have the courage to cross the bridge and take the fight? I have no answers tonight So tell me again about your meetings with the sky like when you spoke my name the first time I will listen again while thinking of how my search for a reason to stay stopped when I looked into your eyes Maybe all is just a fantasy All we know about you and me And the reasons that we need Are the ones we never keep Darling, I am out of lullabies Before tomorrow becomes goodbye Tuck me in and say goodnight This time This Time.