is dying. I am tired of failing yet constantly trying. It is not just self-realization anymore, but a friend's comment, in half my confidence tore. She said she never imagined I would end up this way, little does she know I am begging my sanity and health to stay, Instead, life is having its own way, Me fighting for normalcy, yet my already stamped fate almost does not sway. Take the painfully sweet escape and jump into the sea And extinguish the light within me
People often say that once you hit rock bottom and then there's only up from there. I have reached my rock bottom, yet why do I feel like I keep sinking further and further, getting worse and worse