I asked him I said “don’t lie to me” Give it a couple weeks but after that then he be denying me, take without supplying me With the way we started I guess this **** is irony, this **** is irony If I told this would happen Would you try to stop it? Lay back in the mayback Sit and wait N Try to watch it Boy I know we had our problems, But you ain’t work to solve them I been thru all this last year I think that I’m revolvin I’ve been thru this **** before I took all of the detours He told that he loves me But it seems he always needs more I can be the best for you I’m so focused on you but you focused on what drug next for you I know I have my issues but at least I try to fix it You said that loves a game, You say we swung and that we missed it Switched up in an instant We went from hugs and kisses To tryna keep our distance We barely speak our words But I know you feel this verse Ain’t denying it, I miss you So I prey to god it hurts I tried and tried and tried with you I knew that I would ride for you It really takes some honesty And know I barely lied to you Love was thrown around so let me be the last to save you...
I knew I should’ve expected this Maybe you ain’t it no more But I sure need to check for this I tried everything so I think it’s time for an extra man, what extra man? No this not a diss track, But baby you ain’t it no more So you can get your ***** back, get your ***** back No regrets except for you, Shoulda up and left on you This is all yours so keep listen And the rest for you Love is gonna throw you out, Told my friends I had no doubt, had no doubt yah yah had no doubt Can’t believe that I defended you, Broken hearts I’d mend for you I used to send long paragraphs But now this song in sendin you It’s broken I won’t bend for you I won’t bend for you Nah I won’t bend for you You get on my nerves, But it used to be my mind I used to think you’re perfect It’s a ****** waste of time And I swear i keep searchin But your type is all I find All I find Yah yah you’re all I find Pretending you don’t know me gone be hard after this Thought that I was done Still goin hard after this Baby we was up to bat I guess we all gotta me, We all gotta miss
But I should say thanks I’m super focused now You don’t want it? That’s okay I won’t go hold you down Used to spend my nights We’d fall asleep on the call Now I spend my nights I sleep quite at all I hate you and I love you And I wrote to express that I hate this I hate us It’s done now, never text back I’ll send calls to voice mail I won’t take my ex back I hope you gonn find better But baby it don’t get that Baby It don’t get that
Written// November 21, 2018 This was originally written as a song, not something I share with people but I rap.