She wanted death.
She wanted to take over.
I wanted life.
I wanted for her to be gone.
She wasn’t going to let me go , I nourished her to long
For that I pay the price.
Growing up I longed the desire of having a part of me that could take over in the hard times
At times even just throughout the day.
With time she got stronger, she got bigger, she got wiser, she got control.
Now she hides me from the world and advices me its for my own good
But I see her just bring pain and hurt to the ones I promised never to hurt
And for that I crave the strength to end her through me …..