Let me?
I don’t have any desire to run my systems
Especially my mind
It’s far too tasking
I’m so lonely
No matter how hard I try to be with… anything
I’ve failed
No matter what I do
I can’t escape my pain
I’ve embraced you
Left you to drain my body
Allowed you to do whatever you want with me
And yet
Every
Single
Time
You come back
And stab me
Could you at least embrace me?
I know I’ve said that stabbing me is fine
But it actually hurts regardless
Oh Violet
Dear Violet
Will you save me
One last time
Before I lose my mind
I can’t do this anymore…
No, not any of this
This pain
It’s far too great
It’s like my heart is not allowed to beat
Like the sun is running away from me
Like the tears are drowning me
Violet
Dear Violet
I need you
One last time
Please
Save me