Nov 2018
in me, i see you—
a young man, small, timid;
dark hair, dark eyes
stubborn, irresponsible—
full of bad decisions
somebody who has no control
someone who has no freedom
for whom love is not enough
who has everything that he could ever want and still be unhappy
a home
a family
some faith in the universe
you still want more
in me, i see you
and that is something i wish wasn’t true
a young man, small, timid;
dark hair, dark eyes
stubborn, irresponsible—
full of bad decisions
somebody who has no control
someone who has no freedom
for whom love is not enough
who has everything that he could ever want and still be unhappy
a home
a family
some faith in the universe
you still want more
in me, i see you
and that is something i wish wasn’t true
based on my non existent relationship with my dad. nobody knows where he is anymore. fun fact: my mom said i get my ****** judgment from my dad... yayyy
