I was having a conversation With a friend And she said She hides her feelings Around school Around her family Around her friends And sometimes From herself I do the same thing And that day I realized Us people that do that We are usually the People who Help others When others are down Because that That usually helps ourselves But when people try to help us What do we do? We push them away Because we don't like being the ones Who need the help Because to us In our mind That is admitting defeat But in real life It's actually us starting To win To win the battle To win against the harsh feelings And the harsh words Our mind has gone to deal with And through this though I learned Before you save someone else Save yourself first. Because YOU Are what influence your feelings About yourself So when you save yourself You are killing your Thoughts that run through you The thoughts that hurt you the most People give up Because to do this is such a long process But you will get through it I know you can.
Yesterday my best friend lost a close friend of hers. She was saying how she hides her feelings at school. I know I do this to but this just came into my mind.