I have done quite well forgetting about you.. And then you show up in my dreams.. Only this time you ignore me.. Which is fine.. I really do not need to see you smile in my dreams.. It will ruin everything.. It would start all over.. Your smile would be so beautiful.. Like the first day of the sun.. Or the first light that pushed all the darkness away.. But you walked away never turning back toward me.. Simply forgetting about me, as I am trying to forget about you.. You make it seem so easy, and it hurts and shatters me..